Hmm, I just can’t believe how strange things are. Of so many people I knew, I dreamt of the guy who sat behind me during my final year at Secondary School. And today, I saw him. How bizarre. lol. We walked passed each other in the opposite direction. Not sure if he noticed me. Wouldn’t be surprised if he didn’t. *laughs*
Heh. Anyway, there are some people telling tales about me in school. Saying that I hate my class? Oh well, I do dislike 1 or 2 but whole class? *shakes head* And it’s damn obvious who’s the creator of the tale. I trust my instinct. But I’m not going to clear things up. If they think I hate them, so be it. If they want to tell the whole class, so be it. What can I do? It’s not going to affect me. I mean, I know I don’t hate them, so I shall just let them be. Let them say whatever they like. It’s their mouth anyway. But somehow, no matter how you tell yourself not to care about other people’s comments, it doesn’t affect you somehow. Cause after all, you are the main character in that tale. *shrugs* I don’t know. I just feel that the starter of that tale just wanted everyone to hate me, have negative thoughts about me and left me friendless. Eww, pathetic fellow.
Hmm, it’s like sometimes you aren’t happy with your mum or sis or even a friend. And you might go like I hate my mum/ sis/ friend and of course you wouldn’t say anything good about them in such foul mood. And on another occasion, they might have done something really nice for you, then you would go like You know how nice my mum/ sis/ friend is, I love her to bits. Eww, some people just don’t understand. Hate doesn’t necessary have to be used literally. I did say before I hate my mum, but I still love her. Make sense? Sometimes, it’s just a moment of anger. I’m sure you guys understood what I meant. But some people obviously don’t. *shrugs* Again, pathetic fellow.
You might have noticed that I didn’t link up my archives this time round. Cause my classmates dig and read them up when I was at Silent-Emotions.Net. I have to admit that I did say that I dislike my classmates. But I was referring to the minority few, just 1 or 2, not the majority. And I’m using the generic term classmate, just because I don’t wish to mention names. Doesn’t mean that if I dislike you, I have to dislike the rest as well. You know, I don’t have such problems in the past. But people now are strange. I don’t know why.
Anyway, I’m searching for b2 private entry hack or something. I saw Gwen’s blog having that and thought that it would be nice to do that too. I’ve searched but in vain. I’ve found 1 or 2 really nice site but the instructions are kind of tough. Not sure if you guys know any. And, Ivy has got a new layout. Go visit her.
Eww, I’m having my first paper in less than 24 hours. I don’t know what’s wrong with the school. Out of the three papers that I’m sitting for. Two of them are in the late afternoon, from 4.30 till 6.30. Doubt that I would be able to concentrate yet again. *sigh* But still, I hope I do. To be a little ambitious, here are my goals:
Electronics and Automation Control: A
Business Process Optimisation: AD
Object Oriented Analysis and Design: AD
Object Oriented Programming: AD
Integrated Product Development AD/ A
French Language 2: B
Hopefully these are the grades that I would see on my report card! Yup, I want to see the duplicate copy of this. Nothing lesser! lol.
You know, it’s kind of sad when people mistaken you for a Secondary School student when you’re already 18? lol. I went to have my teeth checked at the dental clinic and the dentist actually mistaken me for a Secondary School kid. How sad.
Anyway, my neighbour’s daughter got married like last Sunday and they invited my family over for a buffet. It’s like we had been living next to each other for years and that was the very first time that I talked to her daughter. Tsk tsk. I mean, in this fast-paced society, people are moving on and on and on. And thus we tend to ignore all those little details in our life. Sometimes I really wonder why we are working / studying so hard for. Not sure if that is happening in every country. But Singapore sure isn’t an ideal place to reside if you want to sit back, take a little break and enjoy life. *shrugs* I don’t know. That’s how I feel.
Anyway, Val’s back!! Go visit her site. Got to revise my work. Wish me luck. :)