There are some things which I always feel that parents shouldn’t do in front of their kids. Yelling at your own mother is one of them.

Apparently, mum did it this morning. She yelled at grandma, in front of the kids, us. Good thing is that dad’s not at home. Else, things would definitely get out of hand; playing the good guy can be rather tricky.

Grandma ended up asking me if she’s in the wrong, in the absence of my mum. All I could tell her was to ignore her daughter, my mum. Mum’s like that, flaring up for no particular reason. I’m kind of used to it. But treating grandma the same way? That’s just far too much in my opinion. After all, grandma’s really old. :(

I could tell that grandma’s really sad and terribly hurt by my mum’s words and actions. Moreover, today’s the second day of Lunar New Year. Gahh. No worries grandma, there’s still me, I love you! :)

I guess it’s best to continue to hide in school or any random places like what I did last semester.

Whatever.

School starts today, in just a few hours time. Happy? Well, not entirely.

Mixed feelings, really.

Ahh, kind of scared actually. :\

If there ought to be something about me which makes me so distinctive from everyone else, it got to be that I can cry for the slightest thing, and for the same old thing. Huimei likes to cry a lot.

I got maligned again. Like hello? It’s not the first time anyway, what’s there to cry about? Still the tears just flow. *shrugs*

It’s over the slightest thing, really. Apparently, my sister’s facial towel fall off the hanger which she hung by the kitchen’s window. And I got blamed for it. Like hello? All I saw was a empty hanger by the window, what has it got to do with me?

If you don’t want it to fall off the hanger, use a peg to secure it! Isn’t that much of a common sense? And she left the door opened while washing the hamster cage. The wind was so freaking strong! And the main door was facing the kitchen. It’s freaking obvious what caused her towel to fly away.

But she ended by cursing and shouting at me. She said that if I haven’t done it, I do not have to be that defensive. Like hey, you are maligning me alright? Don’t I have to speak for myself?

Honestly, I had enough of her nonsense. She’s the worst sister I’ve ever seen.

I don’t hate her but note to self: never follow her footsteps.

First day of a brand new year; a new beginning!

I’ll be graduating this year, possibly getting my first permanent job this year, and hoping to fly off to some place, be it alone (I’m still afraid of staying alone in the hotel room!), with someone or a group of friends.

I’m hoping that 2009 will contains all the good little things I had for the past 22 years. Greedy? Yup!

May 2009 be a good year for everyone. Happy New Year! :)