I love my scouting friends who disturbs me on MSN once in while. It’s really sweet that someone remembers you admist their busy schedule. Sometimes, I wish I could be less busy so that I could care for people more.

But I know, being busy is just an excuse. Being afraid is more of a reason.

It annoys me a lot not because I was asked to amend the model. Rather, to amend the model which I spent two nights doing (and slept at 5 in the morning) two weeks back.

I did it early so that changes could be made with sufficient buffer time. Not when it’s three days to the deadline and I have to adjust my schedule and stay up to work on it.

Now, I’m couldn’t complete another project which I intend to complete by today. And I promised to get it done the next day. I don’t care if that project is done with a close friend. A promise is a promise.

But, I still can’t get started. Because I have to amend that model!

Sometimes, I wish I could strangle my group mates, really. Argh!

Gahh, there I was complaining that sending job applications is such a chore. And the very next day, I got a job offer! Yay me. Job hunting was kind of weird for me, really.

Hmm, I sent in only one job application, got called down for an interview four days later, went for that interview another week later, waited for yet another two weeks, and ta-da, I got the job. Everything in just less than a month.

Almost send in my second job application today, glad that I didn’t because it’s nearing the end of the week and I’m afraid that the Company would just dump my letter and forget about it when a new week begins. But the most important part was that I was just far too lazy to edit my cover letter.

I guess I’ll accept the job offer if the job scope fits the requirements of the job I want. I wanted a Software Engineer kind of work, but the job scope on the site looks much like project management. Gahh, I just want to code.

Graduating in less than 2 months time. But…

I’m lazy to send in more job applications. :(

I don’t want school to end.

Hah. I finally got the answer to one of the many questions I wish to know.

You know, I really empathise with you a lot. Since you gave in to me far too much.

But I’m glad that your answer was what I wished to hear.

Phew. I chose to believe your words, okay?

I’m glad that I asked. :)

Well, weird. It’s not those typical I want to know you better so that I’ll know if you could contribute to my company. No questions about my academic, my CCA, the competitions I participated in, the awards, my interest, no nothing.

It’s more of a no nonsense casual chat, to clear my doubts on the job scope I’m applying for. Yeah, something along that line. Now, I’m wondering if all interviews from the public sectors are like that.

Honestly, causual chats freak me out more than anything else. Either way, I hope I can get in. *keeping my fingers crossed* :)

I am happy today.

*jumps around*

:D