I’ll be graduating this year, possibly getting my first permanent job this year, and hoping to fly off to some place, be it alone (I’m still afraid of staying alone in the hotel room!), with someone or a group of friends.

I’m hoping that 2009 will contains all the good little things I had for the past 22 years. Greedy? Yup!

May 2009 be a good year for everyone. Happy New Year! :)

And, I regretted doing so. But it seems like things can never go back to the past, ever. Still, I’m praying hard for that day, for things to pick up slowly but eventually.

I wasn’t in the best of health since June this year, getting better, but still I get the dizzy spells once in a while. Blood pressure was on the low side, ear infection was really getting on my nerves back then.

Everything’s much better now. I still get the random headaches, lightheadedness, ear drainage. But it’s much lesser now. My hearing got so bad during the beginning of the semester that I gave almost everyone a cold shoulder. It was really a pain to speak, because my ear seems blocked most of the time.

And know what, I experienced that again last week, but it didn’t last long. Adding on, I had been sleeping a lot due to the random headaches. Hopefully they will all be gone, together with all the bad things in 2008.

April was my only happiest month this year. The months after April were just so terrible that I wish I could start things all over again, just so that I could make some little amendments to make things better. I lost a really good friend in the process of keeping everything to myself. Well, not exactly lost, just not that close anymore.

And, I know the only thing I want in 2009 is that to get that friend back. I know I have to.

Happy 2009 everyone. 5 more days! :)

Does the number of friends decreases as one grows older? Well, it seems so. At least to me.

I wish I could turn back time. :(

I feel for my little sister. I was once like her.

Sorry but I don’t feel for my mum who injured her wrist while hitting little sister. Then again, I hope that she wouldn’t injured her hand too much that she have to stay at home.

It sucks to see her around, really.

I wonder how many people out there feel the same for their mum.

I wish that my family wasn’t like that, really.

Not the victim this time round, but I cried. Because I can feel the pain my little sister is going through, both physically and emotionally.

And, I’m not going to let it end.

Happy 1st Birthday, Her-Sketchpad.net.

Okay, I lied. I really don’t want it to end. School can be yucky, but without school, it’s much yuckier. :(

Good thing is, I didn’t hesitate much before making a call to a friend. Well, at least I know I have someone to talk to. The last time I felt like a lost sheep was when I forgot to upload a project for submission and the submission folder was closed.

That time, I called you. And this time too. You just have got no idea how much the reassurances you gave meant to me. Thanks buddy, really. :)

很希望每当我想见到你，你都会出现。

很贪心，这我知道。

But, I don’t want to go to the doctor’s!

Be good, okay?

:(

I just can’t hear really well these days, the environment or me? I hope it’s the former.

It doesn’t help that I woke up with terrible ear drainage this morning. Gahh. :(